Sad story

p/s : salah faham yang mengakhiri segala. tepat kan?

Impian entah bila

Impian yang dari dulunya sangat menggebu. dari zaman sekolah sampai dah ke menara gading tapi tetap tak pernah padam. cuma entah bila tiba masanya aku pun tak tahu. kau tahu?

I'm just too shy

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

*taken from google. so just look at moral of the story. you know that don't you. :)

p/s : terharuuuu.

Ohh loket emas

Ni nak cerita insiden yang berlaku kat dalam rumah sendiri. tempatnya kat depan tv masa tengah tengok tv dengan mama dan abah. tengok cerita apa tu tak ingat la tapi masa tengah tunggu nak berbuka tadi. tukar punya tukar siaran, ada la satu rancangan masak memasak.

Makcik yang dalam show tu buat kuih ape thah. tapi mama bukan tengok makcik tu buat kuih. tapi benda lain pulak di beleknya. okay senang-senang bagi dialog aje lah.


mama: amboi, tengok rantai makcik tu. loket dia terjulur keluar dari tudung.


aku : haah la ma. besaaaar!

mama: mama dah laaaaama nak loket besar camtu. mama pun nanti nak beli jugak la. nanti orang nampak la loket mama.

abah: haaa nanti beli loket emas besar tu, pastu beli rantai emas cotet je sekadar yang nampak luar tudung tu, pastu ikat tali. bukan nampak pun dalam tudung. ala-ala nampak loket je sudah la.

mama: abah ingat mama takde rantai emas labuh ke? *sambil pukul-pukul

aku : HAHHAHAHAHA =.=


p/s : bahagia tengok abah mama bergurau senda :)

Apa lagi alasan break up you?

Heee hari ni rasa busy sekejap melayan twitter. oh, memang tiap hari bertwitter tapi malam ni lain sikit. ada trending topic hangat yang jadi panazzzzz sangat dekat timeline. fenomena betul la tadi. penuh kot dengan tweet yang ada #alasanbreakup ni a.k.a. trending topic yang sangat hot meletup melecur.


Cakap pasal alasan break up ni kan, masing-masing mesti ada pengalaman. tipu la korang cakap korang tak pernah bercinta. macam sangat unbelievable tau! hehe. tapi kalau betul tak pernah bercinta tu emm bagus jugak. so get ready je la dengan alasan break up bila dah in relationship. haha.

Kata orang, bila dah tak suka mesti macam-macam alasan diberikan. bukan dalam relationship je, apa-apa pun sama kan. contoh member teman ajak pergi situ pegi sini, kalau dah taknak tu mesti macam-macam alasan yang keluar. sakit perut la, kucing sakit la, baju tengah basuh la, siput masuk bilik la, itu la ini la.

Tapi yang paling kerap aku dengar bila ada long-distance relationship. siapa tak boleh angkat tangan cepat! haaaaa memang ada orang tak boleh macam ni. apa nak buat kan. nasib lah dah TERcouple dengan orang macam tu. mula-mula okay je konon takpe lah, jauh pun tetap sayang. kononnya! lepas tu mula la renggang abesnyer tiba-tiba putus.

Haaa time ni la macam-macam alasan keluar. antara #alasanbreakup tu :


1. Kita berjauhan. i sibuk u pun sibuk. tak ada masa bersama kan.

2. I tak boleh ada long-distance macam ni *padahal dulu dia sibuk berjanji

3. Mungkin kita dah tak serasi, tak ada chemistry *HAHA lame gila!

4. U tak salah sayang, i yang bersalah dalam hal ni T_T

5. I dah jumpa someone else. dia sentiasa dekat dengan i, ada untuk i.

6. U terlalu baik untuk i *padahal bukan kita memang nak orang yang lebih baik?

7. I nak lepaskan u sebab i tau ramai lagi orang yang dapat jaga u dengan baik.

8. Betul ke apa yang kita buat ni sebenarnya? *padahal selama ni okay je

9. Mungkin ni masanya untuk terima kenyataan yang kita dah tak sehaluan =.=

10.Berterus terang jela. I dah tak ada hati kat u. hati i dah ada kat orang lain yang rampas i daripada u. T_T


And i'll bet all of you guys sure tahu banyak lagi alasan yang sekadar alasan untuk melepaskan diri tu kan. but remember, what you give you get back. so berhati-hati la dalam setiap kata-kata dan tindakan. jangan mencalarkan perasaan orang lain tanpa peri kemanusiaan. belajar menghargai orang yang menyayangi kita okay.

p/s : dah pernah kena pun. nasib la kan :)

Auumm auummm!

Hehe, mesti la dah dapat agak kan nak cakap pasal ape ni. tengok title post ni pun dah tentu bunyi harimau. haaa, nak cerita pasal Harimau Malaya kita tu laaa. tiket Malaysia vs. Singapore kan dah start jual Selasa 26/7. tapi aku baru sampai kotaraya pancaroba tu hari rabu. jadi memang dah banyak dengar kat merata-rata cakap tiket semua dah habis jual. mesti pelik kan kenapa aku macam berminat pulak dengan bola. haha ni semua pengaruh gf. dia la yang sibuk sangat nak tengok kat stadium. selalu temankan tengok kat mamak je pun dah cukup. tapi baguslah kan, ada pengalaman sikit tengok bola real dekat stadium.

Sambung balik pasal tiket. memang dengarnya dah habis la kan. tapi kitorang try luck jugak. ingatkan nak pergi tengok betul2 kat stadium betul ke dah habis jual tiket. then gf call member2 dia mana tau kot-kot ada tiket lebih ke. and yeah, kitorang dapat dua tiket. thanks sangat Max. hehe.







So dari tengah hari kitorang keluar sampai la tengah malam. tak banyak sangat gambar yang aku ambil. bateri fon low pulak time tu. cakap pasal Harimau Malaya la pulak. dapat tengok live memang feel lain dari tengok kat tv. tapi kenapa thah nampak diorang main macam tak semangat. macam malas je main, kejar bola. yang geram pulak Singapore memang macam menang Oscar je. suke sangat main baring2 taknak bangun. padahal bukan jatuh ape la sangat.

Gf dah start geram plus kecewa bila Singapore dapat gol satu terus dia dah nak blah dari situ. lagipun memang dah tak sempat Malaysia nak kejar time tu. then tunggu dah nak abis sikit then kitorang pun balik. tapi tak apalah Malaysia, lain kali buat yang lebih terbaik ya! :)

p/s: Khairulfahmi dah putus tunang, ada sesiapa nak masuk line? :p

Eppy my lil princess :)

i miss you lil princess.

xoxo.

Quote of the day #6

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
- Lao Tzu